Venus Flytrap copyright Susan Nash 2010
Have you ever received the prospectus for an upcoming show, and thought to yourself, " this is the perfect venue for my work", but, not had any work available to submit??
This happened to me very recently. The show was totally based around a botanical theme, and was to be held at a conservatory. My work of late has been very much organic and botanical in nature. It would be, in my estimation, a perfect fit. The problem ( if you want to call it a
problem), was that all my work was being displayed in other shows! Specifically, my solo show at the
Zanesville Museum of Art, and
The Best of 2010.
What would you do??
Well, here is what I did, and I do not recommend it. I had maybe 2 weeks to create a piece for submission. So, I got to work, and very quickly put together a piece in time to take photos and submit it.
The good news is that I realized it was a hurry-up job...it was done to fit the theme, not created from that
place inside me that wants to create. In plain English, it did not feel authentic. So, I did not enter it. The decision felt right.
The bad news is that I decided to keep working on the piece and try tweaking it into something that felt
right. I thought I got it to that point. But when I saw it hanging recently in another show, it jumped out at me as not being good. It still didn't feel right. So now, I feel a little embarrassed, even stupid for allowing this piece to have been sent out into the world depicting my work. Yuck.
The lesson I am taking from this is that I should
ALWAYS make work that comes from my heart; that is totally authentic to me.
NOT try to fit a theme, or catch a specific jurors eye. Just make the work that is my personal soul work.
Have any of
YOU, dear friends and
bloggers, felt this silly and annoyed? I am somehow deeply embarrassed that my name is hanging by this piece for the world to see.
I did create it, but I am not overly proud of it.
Lesson Learned.